ROHTAK (HARYANA) 1973

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The courtyard was too quiet for a wedding. No laughter echoed against the mud walls there were no playful songs from giggling cousins and no bright marigold garlands hanging from doorways there was only whispers and grief.

The evening sky over the village in Rohtak had begun to dim into a dull copper hue, dust floating lazily in the air as if even the wind had decided to tread carefully today.

In the center of the courtyard sat Kiran Ahlawat. She was draped in a red dupatta that did not belong to her.

Her hands rested stiffly in her lap, fingers cold despite the lingering warmth of the day. The bangles on her wrists looked strange now too loud for the silence around her.

She had worn these once before.

For another man.

For another life.

Her eyes remained lowered, lashes trembling faintly as women moved around her, adjusting the veil, murmuring instructions.“Sir thoda aur jhuka le, bahu. Koi dekh lega toh accha nahi lagega.” Kiran obeyed automatically because that was what she had learned. Obedience first. Questions later.

Across the courtyard, standing near the old neem tree, was Omkar Singh Ahlawat. His uniform was gone tonight replaced by a simple white kurta but the discipline of a soldier clung to him like armor. His jaw was tight and eyes fixed somewhere far beyond the courtyard walls.

A man who had faced bullets without blinking and yet tonight he could not bring himself to look at the woman sitting a few feet away because until three months ago…she had been his bhabhi.

The murmurs among the elders had begun days ago. Quiet discussions behind closed doors. Heavy words like izzat, zimmedari, parampara and finally the decision had been made.

Karewa.

The widow of the elder brother would now become the wife of the younger one. No celebrations. No festivities. Just necessity. An old priest cleared his throat gently, breaking the silence.“Samay ho gaya hai.”

The words landed heavily. Kiran’s fingers tightened slightly in her lap and somewhere behind her, an older woman whispered softly,“Bechari ki kismat hi kharab hai…”

But the whisper died quickly as pity had no place in this tradition. Omkar finally moved his steps were slow as he approached the small sacred fire prepared in the center of the courtyard. Each footstep felt heavier than marching across desert sand.

When he stopped beside Kiran, he did not look at her and she did not look at him. The priest gestured toward the ritual thread.“Haath aage badhaiye.”

For a moment neither of them moved.

Then Omkar extended his hand but kiran hesitated just for a heartbeat.

Then her trembling fingers rested in his palm and the contact was brief.

It was awkward...almost accidental.

Omkar’s hand stiffened instantly because memory struck without mercy. He remembered another day. Another wedding when this same courtyard filled with laughter. At that time Kiran was dressed as a new bride was walking toward his elder brother.

His throat tightened and the priest began chanting softly. The sacred fire crackled weakly, flames flickering uncertainly like they too understood the heaviness of this union.

The ritual thread was tied between them. Kiran’s fingers trembled again.

Omkar noticed and instinctively his grip tightened slightly.

Not out of affection but out of responsibility. The priest gestured again.“Phere.”

Kiran rose slowly the anklets on her feet made a faint sound against the stone floor. Too loud for a wedding without music. Omkar stepped forward beside her. They took only four steps not the traditional seven phere couples usually take. There were no promises recited by the priest.

The whole event was completed just like some formality. The four steps were all what karewa required. Not seven. Because this was not a beginning it was an adjustment of fate.

As they walked around the fire, the courtyard seemed to shrink under the weight of unspoken things. At the third step, the priest spoke softly. “Tum dono ab se pati patni ho.”

(You are husband and wife from now)

The words landed like a stone in still water.

Kiran’s breath faltered. Omkar’s shoulders stiffened and behind them someone muttered quietly, “Bhagwan sab theek kare.” The fourth step ended and the ritual was complete.

The priest nodded once.

“Rasam khatam hui.”

(The ritual is over)

Omkar stepped back immediately, releasing Kiran’s hand as if the contact had burned him for the first time since the ceremony began, their eyes met. Just for a second.

Kiran’s gaze held so many emotions. It had confusion pain embarrassment and something else which was fear.

Omkar looked away instantly. His voice, when he finally spoke, was calm but firm.“Main subah wapas chala jaunga.”

(I am going back by morning)

The elders looked up and one of them frowned slightly.“Abhi toh shaadi hui hai, beta.”

(But beta you just got married..)

Omkar’s expression did not change.

“Post pe zaroori kaam hai mujhe zaroori jaana padega. Duty tal nahi sakti...” The answer carried the quiet authority of a soldier used to command so no one argued.

(I have urgent work at post. Duty cannot wait. They have called me urgently.)

Across the courtyard, Kiran heard the words clearly. Her fingers tightened around the edge of her dupatta because she understood something in that moment.This marriage had happened because duty demanded it and duty never waited for emotions.

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The night deepened over the courtyard. The sacred fire slowly died and somewhere beyond the village fields, a military jeep waited.

The room they sent them to was too small for two people who were never meant to share it.

A single lantern burned near the wall, its weak flame throwing long, uncertain shadows across the mud-plastered walls. The faint smell of incense lingered from the rituals outside, mixing with the dry scent of dust and old wood.

Someone had spread a fresh bedsheet over the charpai.

Too carefully.

Too deliberately.

As if the house itself expected something from the night.

Outside the door, footsteps faded slowly.

The older women had pushed them inside with gentle insistence, closing the wooden door with a final thud that sounded far louder than it should have.

Inside the room stood Omkar Singh Ahlawat and near the corner, head lowered beneath the heavy veil, stood Kiran Ahlawat.

Neither spoke.

The silence stretched.

Omkar removed the turban cloth from around his neck slowly, folding it once before placing it on the small wooden trunk near the bed. His movements were mechanical, the same precise discipline he carried into the field.

But this battlefield felt unfamiliar.

He cleared his throat the sound echoed awkwardly in the small room.

For a moment he almost said it the old word.“Bhab..” but the syllable died halfway through his throat.

His jaw tightened immediately.

Kiran’s fingers clenched in her dupatta.

They had both heard it and the mistake and the ackwardness with it hung in the air between them like something fragile and shameful.

Omkar looked away sharply.

“Baith jaiye.”

(Sit)

The words came out stiff, formal.

Kiran hesitated before moving toward the charpai and the bangles on her wrists clinked softly as she sat down, her veil still covering most of her face.

Omkar remained standing for several seconds, staring at the lantern flame.

Then he spoke again his voice calmer now.“Darne ki zarurat na hai.”

(There's no need to be afraid)

Kiran’s fingers tightened slightly.

He continued quietly.“Aaj raat...kuch bhi aisa na hoga jo bahar log soch rahe hain.”Aaj rat kuch bhi aisa na hoga jo bhi wo bahar soch rahe hain."

(Tonight...nothing will happen that people outside are thinking.)

The tension in her shoulders loosened just a little.

Omkar finally turned slightly toward her, though his eyes remained respectfully lowered.“Ya shaadi…” he paused, choosing his words carefully, “…parampara ki wajah te hui hai. Main janta hoon aap khud ya shaadi..”

(This marriage took place because of tradition and reputation. I know that you may..)

Kiran nodded faintly beneath the veil.

“Pata hai.”

Her voice was soft.

Barely above a whisper.

Omkar shifted his weight slightly.

“Kal subah a main cantonment wapas jaa raha hoon.”

(I am heading back to contonment by Tommorow morning)

Kiran looked up for the first time even though the veil still covered half her face, the surprise was clear.“Subah?”

“Haan.” His tone carried the firmness of a man used to schedules dictated by duty.“Post p zaroori kaam hai.”

(I have some urgent work )

The silence returned.

Then Kiran asked hesitantly,

“

Main…?”

Omkar understood the question before she finished. He answered simply. “Aap bhi chaalengi.”

(You are coming with me)

The word came naturally this time.

Aap.

Formal.

Respectful.

Kiran blinked slightly.

She had expected many things tonight but not that. Omkar continued in the same calm tone.“Yahan akeli rehna theek na hoga.” He gestured faintly toward the courtyard outside. “Log badi baat banawenge agar...”

(If I leave you here alone people will just spread different rumours.)

That was reason enough because in villages, reputation could suffocate a life faster than grief.

Kiran nodded slowly.“Pata hai.”

Omkar walked to the corner of the room and picked up a thin cotton mattress rolled against the wall and spread it on the floor without explanation.

Kiran watched quietly and when he finished, she asked softly,“Yeh…?”

Omkar replied without looking up.

“Main yahi so jaunga.”

(I'll sleep here)

The words were simple but they carried a strange kind of relief. He finally sat down on the edge of the mattress, stretching his legs slightly after the long day for a few moments neither spoke again. Then he added matter-of-factly,“Maa subah tak aapka samaan bandhwa degi...”

(Your essentials will be packed by morning)

Kiran’s fingers tightened again.

“Mera… samaan?”

“Haan.” He spoke as if discussing a routine movement order.“Kapde aur baki zaroori cheezein.” He paused before adding,“Cantonment mein rehna thoda alag hove hai...”

(Just essentials for now.  Lifestyle there is different from here. )

Kiran lowered her gaze again.

The word itself felt unfamiliar.

Cantonment.

A world she had never seen.

Omkar continued explaining in the same calm tone soldiers used when briefing someone new.“Wahan fauj ke niyam thode kathor...” He glanced briefly toward her.“Aur sab kuch samay se hove hai. Aur baki sab ke sath hindi a bolni pade. Thodi bhot angrezi bhi..”

(There are a lot of rules and everything is done on time. Everyone speaks Hindi and a little english.)

She listened silently then she asked hesitantly,“Main… wahan theek se reh bhi paungi?”

(Will I be able to survive there?)

The question carried more vulnerability than she intended.

Omkar answered after a moment.

“Haan." Then he added quietly,“Seekh jaogi thode din main.”

(Yes. It'll take a few days..)

The lantern flickered again its light shifted across the room, briefly illuminating Kiran’s face beneath the veil.

Young.

Too young for so much rearranged fate.

Omkar noticed it and something in his expression softened almost imperceptibly but only for a moment.

He cleared his throat again.“So jaiye. Kal ka safar lamba hoga na toh pher..”

(Sleep. Tomorrow's journey is long.)

Kiran looked toward the charpai uncertainly.“Aap aise dharti a pai?”

(You'll really sleep there on the ground)

Omkar lay back on the thin mattress, placing one arm behind his head.

“Fauji ko zyada jagah ki aadat na hove. Jo mile use main guazara karana sikaya gaya hai...”

(We mostly sleep on land or in sleeping bags. We are trained to do that.)

Kiran did not know whether that was meant as reassurance or simply fact.

The room grew quiet again.

Outside, somewhere in the courtyard, an elder woman coughed.

A dog barked in the distance.

Kiran slowly lay down on the charpai, still careful to keep distance from the edge.Her eyes remained open for a long time staring at the wooden ceiling beams.

Across the room, Omkar closed his eyes but sleep did not come easily because tonight he had gained a wife and lost the last simple memory of calling her bhabhi.

On the charpai, Kiran Ahlawat lay stiff beneath the thin cotton sheet, her red bridal dupatta still covering half her face.

Across the room, on the mattress spread over the floor, Omkar Singh Ahlawat lay on his back, one arm under his head, eyes closed.

Or at least pretending to be.

For a long time neither of them moved.

The silence of the village night wrapped around the room slowly the distant bark of dogs, the faint creak of an old door somewhere in the courtyard, the rustle of neem leaves outside.

And then…

A sound broke the quiet.

Soft.

Barely audible.

A stifled breath.

Then another.

Omkar’s eyes opened instantly but he did not move did not even turn his head because he knew..the sound came again quieter this time. A broken inhale that someone was desperately trying to swallow.

Kiran was crying.

Not loudly.

Not dramatically.

The way village women were taught to cry.

Silently.

So no one would hear.

Her shoulders trembled slightly beneath the thin sheet. One hand pressed against her mouth as if to hold the sound inside her body.

Omkar stared at the dark ceiling he did not acknowledge it because some grief was not meant to be witnessed and some shame… was easier when ignored but the sound would not stop after a while it came again. A faint, choking sob that she quickly tried to bury into the pillow.

Omkar exhaled slowly his jaw tightened and still he did nothing because what words existed for a woman who had been married twice in the same courtyard within a year?

Kiran turned slightly on the charpai her eyes burned, the tears refusing to stop now that they had begun. Her mind refused to stay in the present.

It drifted backwards.

To another night.

Another wedding.

Another man standing beside the sacred fire.

Baldev Singh Ahlawat

Her first husband.

The eldest son of the Ahlawat family a man everyone in the village spoke about with equal parts respect and caution.

Tall.

Broad.

With the confident posture of a landlord who had never known what it meant to be refused baldev Singh did not speak softly. He did not laugh gently infact he lived loudly, walked loudly, commanded loudly.

The first time she had entered this house as a bride, the courtyard had been full of music.

Women singing teasing songs.

Men laughing loudly.

And Baldev Singh standing proudly among them.

She remembered how heavy her bridal jewelry had felt that day.

How the veil had covered half her vision. How her heart had beaten wildly as she stepped into the Ahlawat home for the first time.

That night…she had been brought to this very room. The same walls and infact the same charpai but everything had felt different then.

Baldev had entered later, pushing the door shut behind him with a careless strength.

He had removed his turban, tossing it onto the trunk without ceremony.

Then he had looked at her sitting on the bed, her face hidden beneath the veil and for a moment he had said nothing. Then his voice had broken the silence.“Chehra toh dikha.”

Not gentle.

Not cruel.

Just… commanding.

Kiran had obeyed instantly that was what brides were taught. When she lifted the veil slightly, Baldev had studied her with sharp, assessing eyes. Like a man inspecting something that now belonged to him.

“Naam kya hai tera?”

“Kiran…”

He had nodded once then sat beside her heavily, the wooden bed creaking beneath his weight. Baldev Singh had never been a soft man. His words were blunt and his hands firm.

Sometimes rough in the careless way powerful men often were but he was not cruel.

Never cruel.

He had always provided and protected and in return he expected obedience which Kiran had given it without question because that was the way marriages worked in their world. A wife woke before sunrise.

Cooked.

Served.

Obeyed.

And soon…give the family a heir.

The village had started asking within weeks.“Khushkhabri kab sunaogi?”

Baldev had laughed the first few times.“Arre abhi toh shaadi hui hai.”

But months passed.

Still no child.

Then one evening she had fallen ill.

The dizziness had come suddenly while she was sweeping the courtyard. Her mother-in-law had looked at her carefully. A village midwife had been called and soon the whispers began.“Lagta hai bachcha hai pet mein.”

Baldev had stood in the doorway that night, arms folded across his chest.

He had not smiled but there had been pride in his voice.“Dekha? Ab aap sab god mein pota khilane ke liye.”

Kiran remembered how shy happiness had bloomed quietly inside her chest but that happiness had lasted only a few weeks.

One day the bleeding had started suddenly the was pain twisting through her body like a knife. The midwife had shaken her head quietly. “Bachcha nahi bacha.” and after that, the house had grown quieter.

But Baldev had not blamed her but something in his manner had changed. There was less laughterans more silence in the house after the accident.

Then winter had come and with it the night everything ended. Baldev Singh had been riding back from the neighboring town. His horse had stumbled on the uneven road they said the fall had been bad.

They said his head had struck the stone too hard by the time the villagers carried him home…he was already gone just like that.

One moment the eldest son of the Ahlawat house. The next…a body wrapped in white cloth in the same courtyard where weddings had once been celebrated.

Kiran had sat beside the pyre like a statue. Her bangles broken on the stone in front of her by the woman sitting and crying beside her. Her sindoor wiped away she was now the widow of the house.

Barely twenty.

The village women had whispered the same words over and over.“Bechari.”

“Ab zindagi kaise kategi?”

Months had passed in silence until the elders began speaking again.

About tradition.

About responsibility.

About karewa.

And tonight…

She had been married again to Baldev’s younger brother.

Across the room, Omkar heard another quiet sob. His eyes remained fixed on the ceiling but his mind was not still.He had heard every sound.

Every broken breath every attempt she made to hide her grief because he remembered Baldev too.

Loud.

Stubborn.

Fearless.

A man who had filled every room he entered and now the same room held only silence. Omkar turned slightly onto his side, his back now facing the charpai not because he wanted to ignore her but because some pain deserved privacy

Behind him, Kiran pressed her face deeper into the pillow the tears finally came freely now for Baldev.

For the child that never came.

For the strange new life that had begun tonight with a man who still didn’t know what to call her.

And on the floor of the room, Omkar lay awake long after the lantern burned out.

Pretending not to hear.

Even though every quiet sob reached him clearly in the darkness.

The night had barely loosened its grip on the village when Omkar Singh Ahlawat opened his eyes.

Years in the army had carved a clock inside his body that did not wait for sunlight.

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Next morning

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The room was still dim, the lantern now dead, only a pale grey hint of dawn creeping through the wooden window for a moment he did not move his gaze drifted instinctively toward the charpai.

Kiran Ahlawat lay turned toward the wall, her red dupatta slightly displaced from the restless night.

Even in the faint light he could see the marks of dried tears along her cheek.

Omkar looked away immediately the sound of distant roosters echoed faintly from somewhere beyond the fields.

Morning had begun.

Without making noise, he pushed himself up from the thin mattress on the floor. The movement was quiet, practiced, the way soldiers rose during early drills without disturbing others.

He folded the mattress neatly and leaned it against the wall for a brief second his eyes flickered again toward the charpai.

She was awake.

He could tell from the slight stiffness of her shoulders but she did not turn.

And he did not acknowledge it.

Instead he picked up the small metal lota near the door and stepped outside.

The courtyard air was cold and fresh, still carrying the quiet heaviness left behind by the night.

A few dim lanterns burned near the kitchen area where women had already begun the day’s chores.

The moment Omkar stepped out, his mother looked up.

Shanti Devi Ahlawat was crouched near the clay stove, blowing gently into the embers to bring the fire back to life.

Her sharp eyes studied her son immediately.“Mujhe pata tha tu subah hone se pehle hi uth jayega.”

(I knew you'd wake up before the dawn)

Omkar poured water over his face from the lota before answering.

“

Post par wapas bhi toh jaana hai.”

Shanti Devi wiped her hands on the edge of her sari.“Subah subah nikalna zaroori thodi hai? Bilkul zaroori..”

“Haan jma zaroori kaam hai.”

(It's very urgent)

His answer was firm. Duty had always been the simplest explanation. She hesitated for a moment before speaking  again.“Uska bhi samaan bandhwa diya hai.”

Omkar looked toward the wooden trunk placed near the doorway. A small bundle of clothes lay tied carefully beside it.“Bas itna ae ?”

“Abhi toh itna hi hai. Baldev...ke samay p sab jala diya tha na,” she replied. “Baaki naya khareed k kisi ke hath baad mein bhej denge.”

(This is it now. Her bridal outfits were burnt with baldev as per tradition. I'll buy some clothes for her and send them there.)

He nodded once then asked mattet of factly,“Raste ke liye kuch khana bandha hai?”

“Haan.”

She pointed toward a cloth bundle.

“Bajre ki roti, achar aur gud.” For a moment she studied her son carefully then her voice lowered slightly.“Omkar…”

He looked at her.

She spoke slowly, weighing each word.“Shaadi dusri hai uski… par iska matlab yeh nahi ki tu uske saath kathor vyavhaar kare.”

Omkar’s expression did not change.

“Maine kab kaha main kathor vyavhaar karunga uske sath ?”

Shanti Devi exhaled slowly. “Gaon wale dekhe hain beta. So baat banawe. Jo bhi hai wa hai toh Ghar ki bahu hi.” Her voice carried quiet concern.“Kehte hain ki fauj main rehke aadmi ka swabhav badal jawe hai. Gussa zyada ho jawe hai.”

Omkar wiped his hands with the cloth hanging from the wall.“Log ke baat banawe hain usse zyada farq nahi padta.” Then he added after a pause,“Par ghar ki izzat ka dhyan rakha ae javega chache shaadi...”

(People will keep talking i don't care about them. But it's a responsibility now and it will be kept with respect and honour.)

His tone was calm.

Practical.

Shanti Devi seemed slightly relieved.

“Bas itna yaad rakhna,” she said quietly. “Woh iss ghar ki bahu hai.”

Omkar did not answer. Instead he glanced toward the room door.“Uste taiyaar hone ko keh do.”

(Tell her to get ready)

His mother nodded.“Abhi uth gayi hogi.”

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Inside the room, Kiran had already heard every word. She had risen silently and adjusted her dupatta again. Her eyes felt heavy, but she had washed her face with the cold water kept beside the charpai.

When Omkar entered again, she was standing near the wall, veil drawn modestly over her head for a brief moment their eyes met then he spoke in the same composed tone as the night before.“Taiyaar ho jaiye.”

She nodded.“Haan.”

He gestured toward the courtyard.

“Jeep len jaa raha hoon.” Then after a moment he added,“Adhe ghante mein chal padenge.”

Kiran lowered her gaze again.

“Theek hai.”

Omkar stepped outside once more, his boots already crunching over the dusty ground as he headed toward the road where the army jeep had been left the previous evening.

By the time he returned, the village had begun to stir. A few men stood near the gate watching curiously.

Whispers traveled faster than the morning breeze. “Dekha? Kal shaadi hui aur aaj hi le ja raha hai. Fauji log toh alag ae hove hain.”

In the courtyard, women surrounded Kiran. One of the older aunts adjusted the end of her dupatta carefully.“Sun bahu,” she said in a firm tone. “Dusri shaadi hai teri. Ab galti ki jagah nahi.”

Another woman nodded knowingly.

“Pati jo bole, wohi karna aur wahan jake ache se ghar basa liyo.” Someone else added quietly, “Is baar jaldi hi khushkhabri sunana.”

Kiran’s fingers tightened around the edge of her dupatta but she simply nodded.“Haan.”

Across the courtyard, Omkar lifted the cloth bundle his mother had prepared. Shanti Devi walked beside him toward the gate. “Raste mein dhyaan se jaana.”

“Haan.”

“And usey sambhal ke rakhna.”

Omkar glanced briefly toward the group of women.“Issliye toh saath le ja raha hoon.”

The army jeep waited outside the gate, its olive-green body already covered with a thin layer of village dust.

Omkar placed the trunk in the back then he turned toward the courtyard.

Kiran walked slowly toward the gate, guided by the women around her.

As she stepped outside the house, Shanti Devi placed her hand gently on her head.“Khush rehna.” Then more quietly she added,“Ar wahan jake bhi ghar ki laaj rakhna.”

Kiran bent slightly in respect.

“Haan maa.”

Omkar opened the jeep door.

“Thodi jaldi.”

She climbed in carefully, gathering her sari as she settled on the passenger seat the villagers watched silently. Omkar started the engine.

The jeep coughed once before roaring to life.Dust rose slowly as the vehicle began moving down the narrow village road. Neither of them spoke.

The jeep left the village long before the sun had properly risen.

Dust trailed behind its wheels as Omkar Singh Ahlawat drove steadily down the narrow road that cut through the sleeping fields of Haryana.

Beside him, Kiran Ahlawat sat stiffly, both hands clutching the end of her dupatta in her lap.

For the first few miles, neither spoke.

The village had barely disappeared behind them when the road widened into the dusty highway leading toward Rajasthan.

The early morning air was cold. A faint mist hung low over the mustard fields, slowly dissolving as the sun climbed higher.

Kiran kept her eyes lowered.

Everything around her felt unfamiliar.

The rattling of the army jeep.

The long empty road.

The strange quiet between her and the man sitting barely a foot away.

Omkar drove like a soldier drove  focused, straight-backed, eyes fixed on the road ahead. His hands remained steady on the steering wheel.

Once or twice he glanced toward the side mirror, checking the road behind them out of habit.

Not once did he look directly at her.

Hours passed slowly.

The sun rose fully now, turning the fields golden.

Villages appeared occasionally along the roadside  small clusters of mud houses, tea stalls with men sitting on wooden benches, children chasing goats through dusty lanes around mid-morning, Omkar slowed the jeep near a roadside dhaba.

Without looking toward her, he spoke.“Thoda rukte hain.”

The jeep came to a stop beneath a neem tree.

He stepped out first, stretching his back slightly after the long drive.

Kiran remained seated until he turned back toward her.“Utar jaiye.”

She climbed down quietly, adjusting her dupatta again as she stood beside the jeep.

The dhaba owner glanced at them curiously but said nothing.

Omkar placed the cloth bundle his mother had packed on the wooden table.“Roti aur achar rakha tha bhookh ho toh...”

He tore a piece of bajra roti and ate quickly, as if finishing a routine task.

Kiran ate slowly.

Her appetite barely existed, but she forced herself to swallow a few bites.

The journey felt endless already.

After a while Omkar folded the cloth again.“Chalte hain.”

Back inside the jeep, the road stretched endlessly before them.

The landscape slowly began to change.

Green fields faded.

The soil turned dry.

Trees became sparse.

By afternoon, the air itself felt different   hotter, heavier. The first signs of Rajasthan appeared quietly in the distance.Sand coloured land.

Long empty stretches of road.

Occasional army trucks passing in the opposite direction at some point during the afternoon, exhaustion finally overcame Kiran. Her head slowly leaned against the side window.

Her eyes closed.

Omkar noticed it.

For a brief moment he glanced toward her sleeping figure the red bangles on her wrist clinked softly whenever the jeep hit a rough patch of road.

He looked away quickly.

And drove on.

Late afternoon shadows stretched across the desert road when the first barbed wire fencing appeared along the horizon.

The familiar sight of army posts slowly emerged  watchtowers, sandbag bunkers, olive-green vehicles moving in disciplined lines.

They had reached the cantonment.

As the jeep rolled through the entry gate, the guard immediately straightened.“Ram Ram, Saab!”

Omkar nodded once.“Ram Ram.”

Kiran woke with a slight start when the jeep slowed her eyes widened slightly as she looked around.

This place felt entirely different from the village she had left behind.

Men in uniform walked everywhere.

Boots thudded against the ground.

Orders were shouted across training fields and trucks roared past carrying soldiers and supplies.

The world here moved faster.

Sharper.

More disciplined.

Omkar parked the jeep near the motor pool he stepped out and lifted the small trunk from the back. Before he could take two steps, a loud voice rang across the yard.“Arre Ahlawat!”

Three officers were already walking toward him, grinning broadly. One of them slapped his shoulder.“Chhutti par gaya tha aur wapas dulhan lekar aa gaya? Yeh achi baat nahi major!!”

Laughter followed immediately.

Another officer leaned toward the jeep window where Kiran sat nervously.“Bhabhi ji ko salaam!”

Kiran froze and her fingers tightened on her dupatta again. Omkar’s expression remained calm, but there was a faint stiffness in his shoulders.

“Haan bhai, ho gayi shaadi.”

One of them whistled.

“Party toh banti hai!”

Another added jokingly,“Company ka rule hai nayi shaadi pe party toh deni padti hai!”

More laughter followed.

Omkar adjusted his grip on the trunk.

“Baad mein de denge.”

One of the younger officers smirked.

“Baad mein nahi, aaj hi major saab!”

Another chimed in mischievously,

“Waise bhi aaj raat patrol hai. Tab tak toh time hai!”

Omkar understood exactly where the conversation was heading and he had no patience for it today. He glanced briefly toward Kiran still sitting stiffly inside the jeep then he spoke calmly.

“Saaman rakh ke aata hoon phir baat karunga aur party bhi mil jayegi.”

The officers exchanged quick glances, already understanding the excuse.

One of them chuckled knowingly. “Haan haan… jao jao major saab” Another muttered with a grin,“Hum bhi samajh gaye ho kaam hai...”

Omkar ignored them. He picked up the trunk and gestured toward Kiran.

“Aaiye.”

She stepped out of the jeep slowly every sound around her felt louder now.

Boots.

Voices.

Vehicles.

Men staring curiously.

She followed Omkar quietly as he walked across the cantonment road toward a row of small officer quarters the building stood plain and functional.

Whitewashed walls.

A small veranda.

A single wooden door.

Omkar stopped in front of one of them and unlocked it.

The door creaked open. Inside was a simple room a charpai, a wooden table, a small cupboard and a narrow kitchen space in the corner.

Nothing else.

Kiran stepped inside hesitantly.

Her eyes moved slowly around the unfamiliar space.

This… was her new home.

Behind her, Omkar placed the trunk near the wall. Then he spoke in the same practical tone he had used throughout the journey.“Yeh apna  quarter hai aaj se yahan hi rehan hai. Jabtak posting change na ho.”

She nodded silently for a moment neither moved. Then Omkar spoke again.“Mujhe unit mein report karni hai toh abhi  jaana padega ruk nahi sakta.”

Kiran looked up slightly.

He continued,“Raat ko patrol bhi hai khana wahi kha lunga.”

The words sounded like orders being read out.“Saaman yahin rakh diya hai.” He gestured toward the kitchen.

“Paani ka matka wahaan hai.” yhen after a pause he added,“Aaram kar lijiye bhook lage toh jo sahayak hai wo mess  se khana la dega. Aur yahan sab hindi hi bolte hain. Thode din ajeeb lagega phir aadat pad jayegi..”

Kiran nodded faintly.“Theek.”

Omkar walked toward the door for a brief second he paused then he stepped outside. The door closed behind him with a quiet thud.

Inside the unfamiliar room, Kiran stood alone. Outside, the cantonment continued moving with its usual rhythm and somewhere across the compound, soldiers were already preparing for the night patrol.